Some thoughts on healing

I’ve been ill for a few years now. (Don’t worry: it’s not super serious or debilitating, it’s just also not going anywhere). And creating twenty video lessons for Sunday School kids about healing made me consider what I should learn about healing. So…

• It’s good to ask for healing.
  There is definitely a part of me that doesn’t want to. Partly because I’m inspired by my friends with chronic illnesses or disabilities visibly grow closer to God through their experiences but also serve others in a way that is because of rather than instead of. Partly because miraculous healing has been concentrated in specific times in the Bible (Elijah and Elisha, Jesus, and the early church) and we’re not living in one of those times and I don’t want to ask and have God say ‘No’. But narrowing down all the healings in the Bible to just twenty took was a hard job that left me in no doubt that God, who understands and experienced suffering and pain, wants to heal us.

• Healing is not the most important thing.
  Most of the healings recorded in detail in the Bible are there to make a point, about God’s power, his character, his faithfulness. Or that Jesus is the very same God, and that the Spirit is God still at work through other people. If all I want is healing my focus is too narrow and I’ll miss him.

• Healing is for more than just our bodies.
  The most obvious example is the paralysed man who is lowered through a roof to recieve both healing and forgiveness. But I loved the chance to look at Psalm 22 and see the emotional and mental healing that David reaches out to God for. I picked Psalm 147:3 for a memory verse because God doesn’t merely bind up their wounds but he heals the broken hearted. My sorrow and suffering and mental health matter just as much to God any other parts of my body that don’t work as they should.

• One day I will be healed.
  At the moment my healing is in a ‘maybe’ state: Maybe the medicine will actually be effective all the time. Maybe we’ll recognise a trigger that I can just avoid. Maybe God will answer my prayers miraculously. Maybe I’ll have the surgery and it’ll be the rare occasion where it doesn’t need to be repeated every few years. Maybe… just maybe. DEFINATELY God is preparing a new heaven and a new earth that will be perfect in every way with no death or pain! DEFINATELY I will be made like Jesus in all ways including a resurrection body that won’t suffer decay. DEFINATELY I will live for all eternity with the God who designed and made me, the God who has healed far bigger and far worse, the perfect God who will have made all things perfect and DEFINATELY the fact that my body works again won’t even be top of the list of wonderful things in that place!

I hope that if you’ve watched the videos that your family will have been encouraged by much more than God’s ability and willingness to heal but that what I’ve learnt will help you talk about the healing side of things. I hope that if you’re disabled, chronically ill, suffering at the moment or wandering what to make of healing in the middle of the Coronavirus pandemic that this will help to remind you of a few helpful truths. And for me on days when it’s particularly painful, hard to be ill or I’m feeling sorry for myself I’ve got somewhere to come and remind myself to take it all to God and leave it in his very capable hands.

Thoughts on bridging the gaps

It is a weird and unusual time at the moment…

First, there was the global pandemic and lockdown. Churches shut their doors, we couldn’t visit friends or family, going outside was discouraged. For me personally this hit in a strange place - we’d moved to a new country only a couple of months before (and had only briefly visited home from a different continent) so talking to family and friends solely by video call was not a new experience. I’m also an introvert who doesn’t like people touching me, so a limited social calendar and a reason not to hug made it seem like the world had been recreated to my own personal preferences. However, we’d only been here for two months and were just starting to feel like people from our church, our building and our language course were becoming friends rather than ‘people we knew’ and that was tough to navigate as our opportunities for bumping into people or getting to know them better vanished.

Then there is the belated and necessary uptake of interest in the Black Lives Matter movement. It’s meant that many of us are finally questioning the systems in which we live, how they need changing and what we can do to help, particularly in regards to race. It has probably made us all way more aware of our bubbles, our tendency to listen to people who are closer to us on any spectrum: racial, policitcal, age, even denominational.

There’s nothing new in what I’ve said here: any thoughtful commentary on our times is expressing the same things, and often doing that better.

But I was uploading a Sunday School lesson today that spoke to me particularly at this moment. John 4:1-42, Jesus talks to a Samaritan Woman at the Well.

It struck me anew how far out of his way Jesus goes to reach past the barriers that separate them from each other. He didn’t even need to be in Samaria in the first place! If I’m becoming more like Jesus, as I want to, I have to do all that I can to understand and to reach out to those who are different from me.

One of the ways I’ve looked at changing how I think, especially in seeking to understand, is by consuming content from people who are not like me. I’ve deliberately begun to seek out youtube channels, books, blogs and music from POC’s and not just those in the West. Not just on the topic of race or age or ability but on things I enjoy and have in common with them. I’ve also been educating myself on how systemic racism manifests in Britain in particular as that’s where I’m from. And thinking about where the money we donate goes in terms of supporting worldwide mission and aid agencies but also looking out for a tendancy to white saviourism.

I’m not going to make specific recommendations here as what you and I enjoy and are interested in will not be the same. But do check out my previous blog posts 5 Black Christians You Should Know and 5 Organisations Every Christian Should Know if you would like a place to start.